Wow..... I haven't typed on Xanga in a day shy of 3 months.... that's a long time!  Unfortunately, I'm only typing cause I'm a little depressed, but that's okay. It helps me to feel better  ......... ..........   Well, yeah... it's just that, I've been waiting for the Wii to come out for like, ever, and it came out today.  And I was saving money to buy one, and I actually had the money.... but I had to use it to pay for rent cause my parents said they couldn't afford it.... and I was really excited about it cause I was gonna go camp infront of Gamestop and everything really early in the morning and all that jazz and it would have been fun.... but, once I thought about it, I wasn't sure about it because I'd have one of the coolest gaming consoles ever!   two weeks before finals..... number 1, my parents would have killed me.... number 2, I'd kill my self if one of my grades dropped because of the Wii, and number 3, one of my goals was to buy Danielle a Nintendo Wii for Christmas because she really wanted one..... so I thought that I'd camp out and have fun like I've always wanted to... and save it for Danielle..... that way I won't run into a "sold out" problem around Christmas and I could concentrate on school instead of playing one and my parents wouldn't kill me...... well, like I said, had to pay rent and couldn't get one..... So, I've been trying to find a job over Christmas break, that way I could make money before Christmas and buy one for Danielle and for myself.... only $500, right?  Well..... she called me this morning and told me she got one... so I guess I shouldn't really get her one for Christmas..... and I don't have enough money for one for myself either.... but that's okay, I'm really glad she got one!  I think it's awesome and I hope she likes it...... and I am about to get $375 in scholarship return, so I could buy it, too!  Well, yes, I could, but I'm not going to, I kinda volunteered to pay my rent again so my parents would have more money for Christmas and get some more presents for my sisters, cause I'd feel even worse if my little sisters' Christmas was compromised even the smallest bit because of me and college.  And on top of that, I'm a very modest person, obviously, and now I feel bad about bragging.... not something I usually do..... *sigh*..... now my head hurts but I feel better that I kinda let it all out.... and I'll probably delete this once I feel better cause I don't want Danielle to feel bad, too.  And on top of all that, I have a about 1000 more words to write on an essay due tomorrow, my chemistry grade is looking better than it was before, but now my history is worse, and I miss Danielle sooooo much and haven't been home in like, 4 weeks, I really really really really really wanna play the Nintendo Wii, and Danielle said we could play it at her house!!!!!  I'd like that, but I just don't want to be reminded of all the happiness that i could have brought her, but didn't..... so yeah..........

I love you, Danielle.  Sooo sooo much.... And I'm sowy if I hurt you, I really am..... I didn't mean too....

Well, I'm finally moved in to Bryan/College Station.  It's been tough, but I'm good.  I need to go to Wal-mart though, but I'll go later.  I need some clothes hangers and rubbermaid containers, lol.  Roommates are cool, too.  They're nice and funny.... typical preppy white guys, though. lol.  And we only have one television  T-T..... I'll have to save up money and get one at Wal-mart!!!  YAY!!!!  Well, Imma miss all ya'll, but stay in touch, k?